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Time Off - I Needed It

Yeah, I took a little time off from blogging. Really, I should’ve been plugging away at it. It’s good for me; keeps my mind busy. Trust me, I need that. Sometimes I just get so fed up with this old world. Seems like when it rains it pours in my world.
Am I feeling sorry for myself tonight? Hell yeah, I guess I am.
 
Let me explain a bit.
 
I like things really simple. I like to be who I am. I like to just sit back and watch the world go by and not give a shit about any of it. Whatever happens happens. I mean, can we change things? I don’t think so. People are who they are and things are what they are.
 
I guess my way of thinking isn’t that proactive and positive. Trust me, I’ve got my reasons. I just want to be left alone and keep it all really simple. The problem is, there are some really miserable and envious types out there. When they see a man who doesn’t give a shit, well, they get really upset because their own life sucks so bad. So, their silly solution is to try to shit on me.
 
I guess I’m not the type to sit back and let another man crap on me; I tend to get ugly about the whole thing.
 
IS there really more to life than what we can see? I believe in God. I hit my knees every now and then, but I just don’t feel Him sometimes. Maybe that’s the way it was all designed. I don’t know. Maybe that’s how He keeps us humble. Who knows. I sure don’t. I’m just here, trapped in this beat up body and bent mind.
 
Anyway, I felt like I should share that pearl of wisdom with you folks. We’ll create a new category called “What The?!” to file this in. Why would I come up with such a category, you ask? Well, every now and then an odd thought creeps into my mind and I’ve gotta get it out for folks to hear. It doesn’t make sense to most, but that one reader may get something out of it. That’s what I’m looking for.
 
Have A Good One Folks,
Cole
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